...to twenty.

So as I near my twentieth birthday God keeps showing me things.

It's weird. I like it, but it scares me. I guess I'm finally getting the hang of using this gift God has blessed me with. He told me yesterday that someone in my circle is a snake. He told me this after I hung up from a "friend". Not sure if that was his way of saying its that person or what.

I turn twenty in five days and I leave for the west coast in four. Needless to say, my bags aren't packed! As soon as I touch down I'm going to the beach to meditate. To talk to my creator and to thank him for bringing me clarity on me.

the space between heart & mind.

I can remember a time when, people were skeptical. They didn't know if it was a wise decision but instead, I chose to listen to my heart.

Today, I now know that heart is seperate from the mind. Your mind is what should be calling the shots, because it sees all and feels all before the heart does. The heart lags behind, unaware. My heart still wants every now and then, no matter who is aesthetically pleasing to my eye at the time. There are some relationships and some people (partners) that you'll never forget. Some partners your heart will never stop loving.

Blah.