simultaneously heart-broken.

Ironically, at this very moment my heart has been broken simultaneously, by love and life.

Go figure.

The two things that are told to us, by some pale greater being are that love and life go hand-in-hand they should always make you smile. Pfft, I beg to differ.

Love - at some point in this race, I caught you. Slowed your pace some. Every now and then I catch you trying to run from me, sometimes I wonder if love is afraid or if love just isn't interested in what we've gotten ourselves into. Nevertheless, my feelings for love will never change, not now anyway. Reason being: it only ends in two ways, marriage or heartache. I'm familiar with the latter.

Life - first shattered my soul when it sent my Great-Aunt home, six months later it sent my Grand-father. Life happens and plans are altered, but never like this..

You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice..

"Sometimes you hope too much, then we hope not enough, keep hope alive."

In the beginning I hoped big for something that was seemingly far-fetched. Now, that desire is reality.

Allow me to be weak for a moment, 25 reasons:

1. Batman - The Dark Knight

2. Annie: "Oh my goodness, oh my goodness".

3. Your drunken smile.

4. "who's my favorite girl?"

5. Your love for your friends.

6. Over-sized pancakes.

7. JR. & The other...

8. Carter the bear.

9. Putting my Uggs in row with your shoes :)

10. The Park dates.

11. Your drive.

12. Savannah, Ga.

13. Putting up with my fits.

14. Fat-man Scoop.

15. Growing from a boy to a man.

16. The arms that hold me.

17. "Mann, get off my nuts."

18. Pointer-finger promises.

19. Gypsy eyes.

20. Spicy Chicken Sandwich from Wendy's.

21. Rock Creeks.

22. "Hoedog."

23. Late night talks.

24. Best I Ever Had - Drake

25. Because you are you, always.

Music Monday: Why I Love U So Much - Monica & With U - Monica.

"Morgan loves you even when you don't think she does."

I don't know why you love me, but you do and it makes me love you more.